At the beginning of the semester I told myself that I would try to write in my journal every day and blog as much as possible. Goal number one started off okay but has tragically crashed and burned. I could argue that, even though the last time I wrote a blog post was almost one month ago, goal number two is still doing okay, since "as much as possible" all depends on the circumstances! And given, the circumstances, I think I'm just hitting "as much as possible." I've been playing so much catch-up in my everyday life that I don't even have time to play blog catch-up.
And then of course, I never know what to write about. In typical Hannah fashion, I will come up with an idea and promptly shoot it down. "No that's too boring...nobody will care...too cheesy..." etc. But why should I care what my "audience" thinks? Since my audience is all of 5 people, it really shouldn't matter. Wasn't the whole point of this for me to express myself and write about anything and everything that I felt strongly about or that just struck me on a whim? Let me tell you... YES.
So this is what's up right now in my life: I'm extremely busy and extremely stressed. I am constantly either in class, at work, or doing homework/studying. When I'm not doing those things, I'm worrying about this summer, figuring out where I'll be, if I can get a job/internship, etc. I have approximately zero time to do fun things, and I rarely get to see my friends. I feel like I'm literally just barely scraping by day-to-day. But honestly, this is what's keeping me going:
I love these girls and I love this sport. For some reason I'm almost reluctant to admit that my frisbee team is the best thing I have going on right now, because it's "just a sport" and I would feel silly to be the only person who felt that way... but hey, it's the truth! It's usually the highlight of my day/week: practice, tournaments, agility workouts, Ninja get-togethers, you name it. I could really go on and on about how much I love ultimate and how much I love my team, but I think I'll leave it here for now, short and sweet. My life is such a mess right now, I'm just happy I have my Ninjas to keep it together. Thanks ladies.
xoxo,
hcon
